2/7/23 *** It is tempting to see BJ, but I hold on to everything that I got

Give me another 2 months to break the Bronco.  This is an addiction.  I have to resist the pitcher plant.  Once I get caught, I am done for.  It is the pitcher plant pheromone.  Just like vaping and gumming.  All are addictive.  I have a good 6 months to break the addiction.  I have to do it to claim that I quit in 2024.

God, give me strength:

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And the wisdom to know the difference.

The synapses are dying.  If I overcome this, I will come up stronger.

Just hold on.  This is a siege game.  Just hold.

I am definitely depressed.  However, if I persist, I will come out victorious.

Just do it.  Act now...  That is the only way, the Hellgramite Method.

HOOOOOOOOOOLD!  No Nicorette no dope.  I do this cold turkey.

Hacks Cough Drop to the rescue.

Without me realizing it, I am at war.  This is the ultimate battle.  To raze the dopamine synapses.

My victory starts now.  If I win the siege, I win the battle.  Oh, they loosened the grip.

Like that...  Hold on when they tighten the grip.  Never ever surrender.  

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