>>>#3/7/23 2 hours upon waking up, cortisol is at the highest

Need to exercise.

As you know, this whole period between 2023 and 2024 is about health and happiness.  Unless I am healthy, I cannot be happy.

So my effort is toward exercising.  It starts today.

This is like quitting cigarettes.  I have to do it over and over again until I make it.  I am fighting inertia.  I need to be persistent.

Also, I cannot abandon the Blog.  It is my lifeline.

The best part is I don't need to deal with anybody.  BJ is the last in li[k]e (line).  Even that I snipped him.  So I have no issue snipping the rest of the human population.

 I dreamed of being on a white training schooner.  Then I bought a much smaller but faster schooner for myself.  My schooner was caught by pirates.  That was the time I woke up.

Somehow this dream reminded me of SJ&A.  I want revenge.

Yes, I am not a vengeful person, but in this case, I want justice.  "Justice will be served," said Ar Rahman 55.

So imagine, you live a life where all you[] prayers are answered.  Surely I am not motivated to do anything.  I already got what I want, Absolute Power.

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