10/8/23 ^^^ I am hitting an all time low

 Need to fight it.  This is inertia.

I don't need to worry much.  However, this is the current state of mind.  I become a hibernator.

I should not consume poison.  3-in-1 is poison.

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Where are you, the Divine Spark that came and gone?

With or Without You

In shadows deep, where whispers wane,
A heart divided, a soul in pain,
I wander through the misty night,
Guided by stars, seeking the light.

With you, a symphony of laughter's grace,
Love's embrace, a tender trace,
Our souls entwined, two hearts as one,
Underneath the moon and sun.

Without you, a solitary flight,
A lone star in the endless night,
But still I rise, my spirit strong,
In search of where I truly belong.

With or without, the journey goes,
Through highs and lows, life ebbs and flows,
Yet in my core, a fire burns,
For every twist, a lesson learned.

With you or not, I find my way,
A spirit fierce, come what may,
For in my depths, a strength anew,
I stand, I thrive, with or without you.

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I Walk Alone

Beneath the open skies so vast,

On winding paths that fate has cast,

I walk alone, a solitary stride,

A journey where my heart is my guide.

Footprints left on sands of time,

A rhythm of life, a silent rhyme,

Each step a testament to my will,

As I embrace both calm and thrill.

Through valleys low and mountains high,

Beneath the endless canvas of the sky,

I walk alone, yet not in despair,

For in solitude, I find strength to bear.

With every sunrise, a brand-new start,

I listen to the whispers of my heart,

Unburdened by the noise of the crowd,

I find my voice, strong and proud.

In solitude's embrace, I learn,

To kindle flames within and yearn,

For the beauty that nature weaves,

In moments of quiet, my soul retrieves.

So I walk alone, a chosen path,

Embracing life, both gentle and wrath,

For in this solitude I have grown,

Discovering a strength of my own.

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I need the Nicorette booster.  It will be great.  However, I decided to hold.  A hold is nice.

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