Sunday, 6 August 2023

6/8/23 *** I need to normalize my life again

 My problem is not serious.  I am overweight and I sleep a lot.  The answer is very simple.  I should eat less and move more.  I need to move from lazy to diligent.

Forget what I said about the afterlife.  That was another phase of my life.  This is now.  It is good enough that I know I do not go to hell.

Everything is based on evidence.  If the evidence said so, then I just follow where the argument leads.

If it is true that we reset, then let it be.  We close that chapter with the Noktah.  That phase is a series of delusions.

Like limerence, that too shall pass.  Yes, indeed it passed.  Now I am very level-headed.  It's like I purged the madness with ChatGPT and now it is gone.

I am experiencing the Sleeping Beauty Syndrome.  I am waking up.  It is not a pretty picture.  I am suffering from depression.  So now, the battle is to fight depression.

It is a vicious circle.  I feel depressed, I eat and sleep.  I eat and sleep, and I feel depressed.

I peaked too soon in 2021.  Now is to bounce back.  I still got time.

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