Where does all this come from?
Anyway, I will start becoming (as I [right] (write) this, the radio s[o]ngs (sings) "becoming") a Jouhatsu today.
Habis cerita rakyat jelata. Sekarang kita cerita dewa-dewa pulak.
OK Di[d]i (Dini) it's time you write and I scribe.
Thank you, Ayah,
All I'm saying is don't bother to run the 21 km Hill Run or exercise even. Just have a one-hour stroll in the morning and forget about running even.
Chill lah A[aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa]yah. You had done everything. Takkan kena sembah depa sampa[h] (sampai) b[reak] (berak) pun kena basuh?
Hisap aje rokok tu. Tah payah kisah sangat. Don't worry, you will not get cancer. I promise you.
Really huh Dini?
I told you many times, no need to run the hill, but you keep on insisting.
I also told you to smoke.
You really enjoy the cigarettes, don't you?
Yes, I do and I want you to lay back on your retirement years.
No, this is your Mad Jack talking. I will not concede. I will tame my Dark Side. I will not smoke and I will run! God is a Man Fully Functioning, a Runner.
OK then, you run but I want you to smoke.
No, I will not smoke until 24/12/24. That is my salvation.
If that is the case, let's see if Tim Grover is wrong. That you can actually win over your Dark Side.
I have three Dark Sides I have to tackle. Cigarettes, 3-in-1 Coffee, and Nasi Lemak. Yesterday was the last day I said goodbye to all three. No more slip-ups.
Your problem Dini is you have been kidnapped by cigarettes for too long that you forget what it's like to be a top-notch athlete again.
Wait for 21/90 and actually experience the transformation. Just wait until you lose the initial 20 kg.
If that is the case, then smoke once a week, then.
No, I will not smoke!
There, I ordered the 2 mg Nicorette Lozenges. That is the best I can do. Until that thing arrives, no cigarettes ever!
OK, we'll give this a shot. I need the Nicotine as the dopamine protagonist.
It is still more expensive than cigarettes but it is easy on the lungs.
I have to make it clear that cigarettes are a big no-no. It kills the universe within. I still have the smoker's lungs.
OK, this is the best option. Until then, I won't smoke.
I quit in 2019. From 2020 to 2022 I am actually smoke-free.
Actually, I have never been smoke-free for the past 44 years. Perhaps one or two years. When pressure crept in or when I was depressed, I started smoking again.
This time is different. I will wane through the use of the Nicorette lozenges. The latest, b[u]y (by) Christmas, I will even quit the Nicorette.
These are all the Last Temptation of Mad Jack. If I can win over Iblis, I can win over Nicotine. I am the Undefeatable. Nothing is above me.
I will leave all this behind me. By 2024, I am starting fresh. So we missed the Birthday Deadline. Now we aim for the Christmas Deadline.
There is still a chance to redeem myself this year, although I missed the Statue of David milestone.
I CAN TAME MY DARK SIDE. I will prove Tim Grover wrong.
"Don't prove to me, prove to yourself, Sha..." Said Tim Grover.
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