The goal today is to follow the routine as closely as possible. All the while bearing in mind that I am the master of time.
At the same time, I want to find out the required nap time in the morning.
Thought of smoking did cross my mind but I counter it early with the Nicotine Gum. I also drink Ribena instead of tea; just to create variation. That is to get rid of the Nicotine Gum aftertaste the night before.
As of 4:15 am, I am as alert as a lighthouse.
It did cross my mind to have a conversation with Ratu Ina about her interventions. Who is she? What is she doing here? Why "Ratu"? Ahhh... The more information the better. Or is it? I don't really know. As with Sarah, I want to know her motive.
My intention is very specific. I want to know if ever I'm going to get paid. That is the first marker. That determines the seriousness of Dirty Laundry Larry in deploying Global Telepathy. It's simple... No money no honey. It is the factor that separates reality and mere coffee shop talk. Like what I am experiencing with Susan.
That is the setback of being a Blind Apek. I can't gauge t[o] (the) seriousness of the matter at hand. I may have multitudes of people participating in my Vision Quest, but without a handshake, everything is just clouds in the coffee.
So here we are, stuck in reverse. Without the Global Telepathy, I can't download the new OS. It has to be on a cascading basis. Nothing for nuthin'.
I need to know if we are progressing. So it is up to you Ratu Ina to set the rightness of the direction. Otherwise, shit [] (is) going to hit the fan pretty soon.
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