Thursday, 28 September 2023

28/9/23 ^^^ Definitely, my priority is to quit smoking

 I had a really bad lucid dream just now.

Either that or I am heading for Dark Depression due to low dopamine.

Other than that, it is a well-rested sleep.

I am back to Galgalatz.  TraXX is plagued with Dad Jokes which are not funny.  I can't stand it.

I think I just ramble a bit.

Nope...  Nothing comes to mind.

Depression is really a bad thing to have and I am experiencing it now.

This is due to the cigarette withdrawal I am sure.

When it comes, I am mentally handicapped.

The answer is to chew the Nicotine Gum until my mood is up again.

This is so bad...

Feed the Good Wolf.

I imagine this is worse than PMS.  One minute I was up, the next minute I was down, down, down.

Think happy thoughts.  I have so much range to think, why do I need to succumb to a gloomy thought?  One thought that keeps on banging in my head is to smoke a cigarette.

That I won't do.  I rather chew the Nicotine Gum.

How about I call a spade a spade?  What if I follow the argument to where it leads?

True enough FUD starts showing its ugly face.

Let's recall a happy moment.  Yes, many happy thoughts.  I decided to listen to Iron Maiden.

Yes, Iron Maiden to the rescue - Dance of Death album.  It is amazing how Iron Maiden can change my mental state just like that.

Hmmm...  Interference.  I hang on for a while.  OK, it improved much.

I keep telling myself, Iron Maiden doesn't smoke.  Nope, I cannot smoke.  Well, that's it... If there is more interference I switch to Sword 9.

Sword 9 to the rescue.

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