I had gone through the full circle of my purpose as the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier. There is nothing else for me to reveal beyond what I had revealed.
In the final analysis, we come to this world alone and we will leave this world alone. What we do in between is pretty much the deciding factor that determines where we end up in life.
On this gracious day, I had decided that I would not impose anything on the Muslims beyond what was ordained unto me. Basically, there is only one request, and that is to not worship the Stone. I made it very clear in my past correspondence that it is the only thing that was imposed on Muslims.
Nothing more, nothing less. That is my effort. Beyond that, I am not accountable for the judgment imposed upon them.
What is there for me? Nothing... I am doing this lillahi taala (for God only). I Obey and Obey 7:7. This is my Achilles Heel. For what it's worth, I've done my part.
Seriously, I just want to move on. Perhaps it is meant to be that the Muslim Alphas are to end up in Wolfsschanze. Imagine, if we cannot pass through this stage, how do we get past the ONE TRIBE phase?
Here is my consolation for myself; today I forgo this 24 years burden that I had been carrying with me since I made the pledge to be the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier.
"Dear God, do not burden me with a responsibility that I cannot bear."
Of all the tasks imposed on me, this is the one that I perceive will bring the House of Cards down.
Am I programmed for failure? I don't think so. I think this is the reckoning of dirty deeds done dirt cheap. This is karma going on full circle.
So many lies... Make a lie big enough and pretty soon you start to believe in your own lie.
I don't want to be part of this self-deception. I choose to walk the path of aloneness even if I am the only one traveling the path less traveled.
I stand my ground as a Clockwork Orange. I want to close this chapter once and for all. This is too much for one person to handle. I wish I could lay down the gauntlet now. Nevertheless, I have to wait for the 25/12/24 for the Judgment of Heaven. In this context, I don't call the shot.
Hence, today on the Prophet's Birthday, I wash my hands clean. If I follow patterns I say the decision has been made. It is not based on them but based on my commitment. This is not a test for them but really a test for me. This is as far as I am willing to go. No point beating a dead horse.
And so... Their fate is sealed for eternity.
Wala kuata illa billahil aliyul azim.
I will not look back.
Wassalamu
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