It means only one thing only. That is nothing else matters except the 21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run. Come whatever may, I will persist. In this case, the Mad Jack is Surya.
Surya is planning to take over my life.
Let me ask God Eternal Within the Body.
The answer is NO SMOKING! I made a promise to Allen Carr that I would not smoke again ever.
I want to hold on to this cessation date. I want to say that my biggest achievement in 2023 is I quit smoking FOR GOOD on my 59th birthday.
Smoking is my biggest regret, it is a pitcher plant. Once I smoke again, I am trapped. Already I was like a fugitive when I secretly smoked while Lizzie went grocery.
Man, I really don't like feeling trapped. I am the Undefeatable. There should not be anybody above me. For a good 4 years, I was a nonsmoker. I can manage *thi[ng] (this) little shortcoming.
The answer is to delay and distract.
21 km Bukit Kiara Hill Run = No more NICOTINE ever again.
That is my wager. The Hill Run is my win against cigarettes.
The Pain and Pleasure Principle.
The pain of smoking:
- As long as I smoke I am still a slave
- I am also a lying fugitive
- I am not [] (the) one in charge, it is Surya - It purposely wants to control my life
- I am in charge of my life. I am my own captain
- I am a fighter, Suyra is my arch-enemy. More insidious than Satan and Iblis
- NEVER GIVE UP! (Kikuo Ibe, Bear Grylls, and Faz Fazlin's motto in life)
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