This is where I should be focusing my effort. Why should I spend my energy on the naysayers? I have my own ONE TRIBE. Move along, move along.
Why do I always want a perfect score as far as ONE TRIBE is concerned? The dummies never learn and the smarties always find a way.
So I did not fail. This is not a Pass/Fail option. This is pushing to the brink. Do your level best. Who said I need to score 100%?
Hold on, I need to speak to Lao Tzu. Brb...
It's the longest talk I had with Lao Tzu. Basically, he said, "In fighting the monsters, be mindful not to be the monster yourself."
He is referring to the situation where I had been Obeying and Obeying 7:7 for the past 24 years. Don't let my desire to attain 100% be the reason why I become disobedient. Go with Wu Wei. Take what I can with the Army of Slyman/Soloman. As for the rest, I have another 18 years to work on them.
If it is not meant to be, then it is not meant to be. Don't burden yourself unnecessarily. Not only I don't have to do the Hill Run, he said, I don't have to go to Bukit Kiara anymore. I submitted my prayer at Sidrattul Muntaha and that is sufficient for now.
I am only responsible for my effort, not the result. Go ahead with the plan to run, run, run, and run but confine to the Valley of the Sleeping Dragon. I am supposed to undergo Anaguma Yagura Gakoi.
OK then...
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