The journey is less appealing now. I had dealt with the major issues. Now i[t] (is) to meddle with the minor stuff. Pretty mundane if you ask me. As if none of what I had gone through ever happened. Is this the nature of epiphanies?
I don't expect these epiphanies to last forever. I don't expect them to fizzle off just like that either. So I wonder and wonder... I[t] (Is) this just an illusion, a maya?
Perhaps, I had reached the end game. This is what it looks like, "No Big Deal."
After all, life is merrily a dream.
That's the 23 years journey. I am supposed to start on the next 18 years voyage. The truth is I am too complacent. I like my life now. To live irresponsibly and without care in the world.
This is so strange. I lost the magic touch. No more esoteric thoughts. I become a man without a purpose. No set direction.
Well, I will live like this indefinitely.
Fuck rigidity, welcome fluidity.
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