6/7/23 *** Fitting in The Eagle listener's profiling

At the same time, I manage my dopamine void like a hawk.  I think the combination of turmeric, Himalayan Salt, green tea, and Ural can do the trick.

I feel fine right now.

I need the serenity feeling of perhaps endorphins or oxytocin to function like normal again. I think I found it in a simple combination as I stated above.

The Eagle is a perfect profiling of me from 40 years ago.  I was a rebel then.  I changed my life after I took up running.  That is why I want to go back to running.  That was my Pollyanna.  I had reached a place within me that I didn't know exist.

I am making the attempt now.  One bit at a time.  First, let me bury the issue of cigarettes and dope for good.  I'll do that with Jouhatsu.

I'll make myself disappear from BJ and RR.  That is the weakest link right now.

Then I focus on diet and exercise.  After some serious consideration, I concluded that The Eagle is the best Cybernetic Loop.  If I am to do it, I might as well do it alone.  All this while I am a loner.  Surely I can stay on this trajectory and proceed from there.

So not only I scaled back my eyesight.  I had scaled back to my nonsmoking timeline.  Now I scaled back to my running years.

Actually, we only have so much time to do what we do best within a certain set of timeframe.  That's why the fox knows many things but the hedgehog knows one great thing.

I chose to be the hedgehog.  That way I focus on one great thing.  That thing is running.  It is not as easy as getup and run.  I need to solve the conundrums (The Eagle is playing Go on Take the Money and Run).

I am the product of a world too complicated to comprehend.  The answer is a simplification.

If I am really the Chosen, then the path I chose is always the right choice.  In the end, I will reach my destination.

Already I am feeling the momentum building up as we speak.

I am supposed to show everybody the way.  As we speak, the way is revealed in front of me.  This is the way, I am living the way; from nothing to everything.

The Eagle is the key.  Now that I had gained my vision and I win over cigarettes, it's time to focus on health.

Let's settle it once and for all.  Let's settle with 2MAD.

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