This is a good sign. I am still redeemable. Hold on until September.
This good feeling sweeps through my body.
I have to make it. It is not a question of choice. Either I do it or forever I am a loser.
I told myself that I quit cigarettes in 2019. The truth is I became a secret smoker since then. I can't live like that. After all, I am Sine Cera. I should not lie to myself.
The truth hurts. I can only be a non-smoker beginning in 2024. That is why no matter what I cannot smoke even a stick. Once I start I cannot quit.
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