Since I switched off all the blogs, I am likened to a person standing behind a one-way mirror looking out. My strategy is working. I managed to plan for my thought invasion to take shape and when the time is opportune, I vanish. That is a perfect SNAP VANISH.
Now I am in stealth mode. I choose as Master Jedi described, "standing naked in the dark and wearing a cloak under the light". That is the best arrangement.
What more can I ask? While everybody is going helter-skelter looking for refuge, I already arrived at my home base. 23 years is worthy of an investment to be the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier.
All I do is Obey and Obey, 7:7.
Once I spread that over time, the effort does seem worthwhile. This is a rough journey PROVIDED I [] (don't) peg my happiness to money. Otherwise, I am a free radical to the hilt.
Now that I had finished my Tour of Duty, I can concentrate on the 60 kg by New Year 2024 project.
It is difficult to withstand hunger unless I control what I eat and drink. That is a very serious challenge because of the available food in the house. Nevertheless, I managed to ward off Special Double Beef with Egg burger and opt for pineapple instead.
No nasi lemak this morning.
I rather have crackers... Nope, I rather have nasi lemak. But as I mentioned, if there is still a craving there is still an addiction.
Imagine Sarah, I never thought that I will be marking time for this long. Wow, it's like getting a windfall. Imagine, 18 years of marking time. I can do whatever I like.
Surely I want to master Shogi and get back into running again.
So no nasi lemak. It was a craving. Thus it is an addiction. No crackers either. I am supposed to do 2MAD. Let's do 2MAD then.
This cycle of affirmation will have to go on for 2 months. Until I break the Bronco. I think I manage to break the cigarette and BJ cravings (yeap I crave for my pow-wow with BJ, not the dope).
The anchor for my Polyanna is the air-cond in the living room while watching movies. That is the ultimate delight, especially with the reclining sofa.
If CCC is well air-conditioned, I will not step out of it. So it is a good lure to draw me out of my lair.
This feeling that I had arrived at is really fantastic. Imagine, I had crossed the finish li[k]e (line). My success was guaranteed all the way past my demise. How wonderful is that?
All the formulas for success are no longer applicable to me. I have made it. I have permission from God to mark time for 18 years. How amazing is that?
Everything I did for the past 23 years, the good and the bad I did it for God. I Obey and Obey, 7:7.
In the final outcome, I choose God above the rest. So my wish comes true; I wish in 1999 to sit between Allah and Muhammad and the rest of the human race in the middle.
What I am suggesting is I want to be next to Allah instead of Muhammad. I got my wish.
Another wish is for me to die together as a family. This is happening too. Who would have thought VIVA 2041 is my dream come true.
Aaah... I am one happy camper. All my wishes came true. Right from the beginning. Right from I was 5 years old. I am "Ana Allah".
The Chosen. Wood Dragon was born in the Hour of the Tiger.
I can play this tape of mine over and over again because I had crossed the finish li[k]e (line).
I wanted to fuck angels only. This was my latest wish knowing all my wishes came true. Well, guess what... I dreamed I was in the presence of angels all naked, all lying horizontally.
Who needs humans? I decided to give this privilege to the House of Sha.
Now, can you see why I am a bit aloof? I have it all. So the entire creation is passing judgment on humans. Just wait for the Judgment of Heaven, unless you are my army or ONE TRIBE.
The Pied Piper of Hamelin
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